Friday, October 9, 2009


to my papa i give this song....


ill be missing u...
Every day I wake up
I hope Im dreamin
I cant believe this shit
Cant believe you aint here
Sometimes its just hard for a nigga to wake up
Its hard to just keep goin
Its like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
Youll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait til that day, when I see your face again
I cant wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out)

Verse one: puff daddy

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life aint always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words cant express what you mean to me
Even though youre gone, we still a team
Through your family, Ill fulfill your dream (thats right)
In the future, cant wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: faith evans

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you

[puff] I miss you big

Verse two: puff daddy

Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where Ill keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still cant believe youre gone (cant believe youre gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living youre life, after death

Chorus

[faith evans] somebody tell me why

Interlude: faith evans

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
Ill see your face

Outro: 112

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] is a day that I get closer
[puff] to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] cause we cant stop... thats right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] we miss you big

Monday, June 22, 2009


aku dlm ketensyenan!!!!warrr mingu dpn nak kna antr assingment bodo!!!!mmpos arr aku werkkkkk!!!

eiiiiiiiiiii dah arr aku dpt bab pling payah!!!sspe yg tawu bab cytology tlomg arr wat kat aku pastu pos kat sime darby college k!!

kerjasama anda amt sy hargai!!!

Friday, June 5, 2009





this is my boy hehehehe..nme die suhaizan..die la nyawa aku lau korang nak tawu huhuhu aku cayang die sgt..aku akan try lupe afiq hehehehehe aku nak idop bru ngn die..camner yeak nak g tawu..aku cyg die ssgt..die nie dak sik hehehehe...skang die itam suda hahaha coz die kan keje kat tpi pantai hehehe..die nie kuwat jelez..tp aku ske taw coz bg aku lau kuat jelez maknanya cyg hahaha..die kta ag 3 taun die nak msok mminamg aku hahaha pas aku abis diploma mkmal perubatan hahaha..aku actually tak sedie ag..hehehehe aku caya die..aku tak penah setia kat laki sampy camney..hehehe coz dlu aku nie play gurl ket..skang i think im fall in love...aku bru ja kapel ngn honey aku nie...8.4.09 aniversry kmi ngeh3...die slalu kta die tak padan ngan aku tp bg aku sume tuh aku tak pnh aku pandang...lantak la die miskin ka udoh ka lau aku dah ske aku ttp ske....aku akn hargai suhaizan bg aku payah nak cri laki yg mcm die hehehehe n lastly i hope he will no that i love him damn much..mama akan tungu papa....ogyz syam....hope kta dpt bersama hingga akhir ayat...

Monday, May 18, 2009

huhuhu penat ssgt arie nie..clas2!!!!!!!!!!! tension siot...jumaat nie dah arrr exm warrr neves siot...aku kner ngaji ajin2 huhuhu cian mama aku lau aku jd stupid hehehe..

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

huhuhuu skang mingu exm ...warrrr bersedialah untuk perubahan hormon n peningkatan pertumbuhan jerawat.......aku ngah mis sesorang...ermmm nak g taw cmner pownn lau la aku dpt undur mse aku time tu aku akn hargai bdk 2....skang die pown dah de makwe n aku pown dah da syam..tp kadang2 aku windu gak arr kat die...lau die antaq msg kat aku wlupown pekataan ALOO ja aku bes ssgt mcm nak lompat....skang aku nyesal sgt coz tak hargai die dlu ..and skang aku leh tima arrr die bukan aku nyerrrr...mse aku kpel ngan bdk 2 aku sngup wat ape ja...aku pts ngan bdk 2 sblm aku amik exm...tiyap2 ari aku dpt mcg slap dri die..first2 aku mare arrr dah larrr aku nak try lupe die... n lau u all nak taw gak tiap2 arie aku ngs coz die taw tak hehehe n tiyap2 arie aku tlis tntang die kat ats buku aku..pnh skali aku mcm tak nak msuk exm ...aku time tu dah mcm ilang sume dah...aku mcm dah takde paper dah...skang aku dah msuk kolej dah n skang akyu pown dah da syam hehehe ensem ooo bdk nie bg aku arrr die nsem ...sangup wat mcm2 coz aku..dlu aku jht ssgt coz aku SKE MEN2 KAN perasaan owg..skang dah da syam pown ckup ssgt....and aku syukur ssgt n aku cyang ssgt kat die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Tak pernah terpikir olehku
Tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan kusendiri
Begitu sulit kubayangkan
Begitu sakit ku rasakan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri
Dibawah batu nisan kini
Kau tlah sandarkan
Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta
Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
Hanya mampu ucapkan Selamat jalan kasih
Satu jam saja kutelah bisa cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
Satu jam saja kutelah bisa sayangi kamu..... di hatiku Namun bagiku melupakanmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup di hatiku......

Wednesday, May 6, 2009




kisah aku cedih sesangt......aku kapel ngn kwn bek aku punya exbf..dkt sbulan gak arrr die xtau...ble boy aku mcg ngn iz aku musti nangis ..ermmm jelez arrr..tp aku tahan ja coz aku sedar aku amik kwn aku punyer kan2...tp iz xbley slhkan aku..mse dia bwang boy yg aku kapel skang aku yg amik die...n ble kwn aku dpt tau yg aku ngn boy aku tu...die dah xnak kwn ngn aku..cdh sgt taw tak...dah lar time tu aku dlm xcls...aku mmg syg syam sesangat sma mcm aku syg _ _ _ _ hehehe tak bley g taw arrrr..lau iktkan ati aku mmg larrr aku takbley lupekn bdk kptm 2 tp nak wat cmner die pown dah da gf dier sooo aku pown mulekan idop bru aku dgn boy aku yang skrang...bahagia sgt taw....die phm aku....n aku tkot sgt kehilangan die..musti korang ingt aku nie jhat sgt coz rampas pakwe mmbe... tp bkn mcm 2...aku kpel dgn die mse iz buang die...n syam pown syg aku ...skang kmi idop bhagia ssgt...aku pown dah mule msuk kolej kat shah alam..pehhhhh kat cni tak bley idop ooooo tanpa dwit...byk sgt dwit yg nak guna..aku sdr aku bkn dri org kaya mak aku jual nsi lemak abah aku plak pekerja kilang biasa jaaaaa...tp e2 tak mnjdi penghalang kat aku....hahaha ayt cedih la plak..........dlu time skul menengah aku mmg nakal sgt2 tak tau lar nk ceta cmner kt korang sume....bab kes culas cls 2 mmg pevret aku sgt....smpy pnh skali cikgu kesygnku nagis kat geng2 aku...aku ogyz the lipas...enon nadia.....bella the cubby...shud the gelak gurl...nad the computer gurl...n iza the puteh ones...kenangan skul mmg bes sgt2...idop kat kolej xbley main2 lau nak bjaya huhuhuhu